Saturday, May 12, 2007

3 days of MC plus 2 days of weekend self-quarantine
is driving Aska crazy.
(This is what they called SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY.)


5 days of not stepping out of the house is so not healthy!!!!
I cant breathe anymore.
And spending more than 20 hours on my bed everyday is so not right!!

My daily routine is as such:
sleep, wake up and eat sth, then eat my med, monitor my body temp and sleep again.
Plus some occasional TV/laptop staring.

BUT the most depressing issue is that
I've have no appetite now.

ZERO. 零蛋. Kosong.

I thought nothing can stop Aska from eating.
I'm soooooo wrong.

And not having a full stomach makes me dizzy.
So I try to force myself to eat.
But that would make me wanna vomit.

RAHHHHHHHHH.
What kind of disgusting infection/illness is that??!

Perhaps the only consolation is the temporary weight drop.


Still, Ｉ want my appetite back!
I realized only food can make me happy now.

SIGH.